Friday, March 12, 2010
This is...Perplexing
My roommate turned 30 yesterday, in 7 months I'll be 30. What the crap? When did I get old enough to even consider the concept of turning 30? What have I done in those 30 years? It really seems like a whole lot of nothing. After my mission i just kind of went on auto pilot. I guess I so often as a kid that I should serve a mission that that became the only focus I had in life. Don't get me wrong, I absolutely loved my mission and would do it again if able, but I have no direction now. Perhaps kids should be grilled about going to school etc after their mission. Okay, I went to school...So maybe kids should be grilled about FINISHING school... Which brings up the question when the frik am I gonna finish school? What do I want to be when I grow up (which apparently I have aged to the point where I am considered a grown up)? Thus the title of this post.
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Yeah, I think for me it was always a push to get married. Nothing else mattered; education, career, none of it was important because my only purpose was to become a broodmare. When that didn't happen I kind of staggered around looking for plan B. Carole doesn't think I'm living up to my potential. It's kind of hard to get the momentum going though.
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